Hey,
I haven't written one of these in i don't know how long. lol you know what i mean.

I just spent 2 weeks in melbourne with one of my closest friends. I really liked melbourne. I mean i hate how there is always so many people, that every tram and train you catch out of the city is always packed but i love feeling like i'm not stranded just because i don't drive. I mean i can't just jump on a tram and go to kelso or even town every ten mintues. I have to plan my day around buses that only leave every hour. I have to wait for lifts and overpay friends so they don;t mind dropping me off every now and then.
I really have no desire to drive. Though i hate feeling like i'm bound by other people and there timetable.

Ive been working pretty much non-stop since sometime last year. Lol it's really nice just to sit back and have time to myself. Ive got a lot more into painting and drawing (mostly because i actually have a set up art studio) lol and I'm really struggling with the idea of buying a decent camera and having to worry about the fact that i am carrying a grand and haft around with me. I have an idea of what I want, it's just letting it happen now.

I've got a little time off so hopefully i might actually be able to put something up, but i guess part of me is over the idea. I might change my mind when i feel like i have something that is worthwhile to show off.

Im 20 this time next week and plan to go up to the north coast for a little bit there afters so no promises.

anyways i know i haven't commented for a while but i have been looking just been insanely busy.

anyways i hope that all my friends are just as wonderful as i feel now.

love always christine